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Fuck all your beautiful lies, YES!  you should know who you are! Well, maybe not just one, i guess its two.Hahaha! Didnt i warn you about everything, It takes two damn hands to clap and you gladly know it for yourself. Haha, so well, TO THE FIRST HAND, Not a bad try, but maybe you could do a little better. When you always gave that stupid attitude, when any of us talks to girls that you know first.Well, in your face.Maybe we could use a little FAITH, hope she doesnt figure out the beautiful lie you've been trying hard to work out.HAHA! oh yeah, and i saw every single text that you sent (:  I told you so, i kinda pity her, and i saw what you said in the text about that too. so why try coming near whats supposedly mine, when you know that i would kinda spoil everything include what you have.

Now to the second hand that claps on, I ASKED YOU WHETHER YOU HAD ANYTHING GOING ON.You said no, yes you didnt lie. BUT you went on, not listening to any one of our words. What if its in your face, your bf had something to do with some other person.You feel happy? You said you wouldnt want to sit and watch me get close to the girl i'm really attracted to.well, it probably feels ten times worse for her.And when you could lie in my face and said that you had nothing going on with him till you snatched the phone away from me,And i saw that damn msg.Hahaha, i bet you just wished i didnt look through that phone of yours.Well, you see, being complex is one thing, saying minus the complexity is another thing.well, i guess you just made yourself far far worse babe, I wouldnt deny having getting pissed off with dew, asking if you were talking to that L-O-V-E of yours is out of jealousy. But it still came down to one special thing, i thought i had something for you.If you wanna know,haha,i'm still thinking if i look like a fucking fool to you. So much so that you think you could fucking lie to me, and i look so much like a fool that the other hand would want to come into the picture and take something away for himself and he thinks i would just be there watching. So much so for taking the time to go through your livejournal, and even watching that video of yours.Hey hey! for all you know, i might have fallen for that, but i regret having to believe in every lie of yours.

Hahaha! but its alright, everyones back to doing what they're supposed to do! And here i am again! trying to get my beautiful sleep.
I wanna wish for something, A REALLY SIMPLE GIRL, WITH GOD BLESSED SWEET LOOKS, AND A REALLY NICE VOICE.
Does that sound really demanding?? Hahaha,guess not.

When i was 8, i wished that my mummy and daddy would love me,i would have fun in school everyday,get many friends and probably lots of toys.
When i'm 18 now, i wished that my mummy and daddy would STILL love me, that i wont have to attend school, get many girls OR RATHER a nice gf and probably lots of money.
What a drastic change!
 

Don't judge people. Be interested, be curious, and ask questions. But don't judge. Everyone has skeletons. Only those who bravely expose them in sharing their story can help others and, hopefully, keep someone else from making bad choices again and again.

If you wonder why someone has ended up living their life they way they have, ask questions so that you can understand it. Be curious, be confused, be baffled, be shocked; but don't be judgmental, because being judgmental is YOUR character flaw.

OH Wait, did i mention i feel like taking my big break all of a sudden.
I've no idea why too, 

Oh,and darling,you'll probably be wondering why i know the song.
Its been in my head since the day i heard you humming/singing/mumbling it.

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It been 36 hours without sleep and i dont feel tired at all.I took a walk from bishan to dews place alone and it made me think of alot of stuff,Stupid random stuff. Chalet was fun,overnight at bishan with issey and all was fun too.
Hahahaha,so we lost the match when we thought we could have kicked the other teams ass easily,we were down 3-1 and i was brought in again to make a impact! we made it back 3-3 but conceded a free kick at the end of the match.Overall it was a damn great game!

hello grace here to like rule and dominant this post oh yeah ! yay me ! i am damn smart can , anyways , i am damn bored , alex just left , which is very sad , cause i EFFFINNGG miss her , i think so does akira , but then again , i might be able to see her later , ! yay ! i don tknow really i'm so near yet so far away from her , i think that akira thinks the exact same thing as me , but i love her more than he does , i'm not sure , LAWL , wait then again i think i really do , hahah she knows that i love her plenty plenty , i am so fucking tired its' unbelievable , but then again , i can't sleep cause i'm so bored . but who really cares right , yes that's right grace , talk to yourself and pretend that youre talking to the computer. i just finished watching the fairly odd parents , i swear it's DAMN ODD , it's so WEIRD . i like the baby sitter , oh wait this is akira's blog , i forgot .

i think he's going to kill me cause he's like growling my name , in a very FIERCE manner , my eyes are watering like mad , and i'm FUCKING SHIT ASS TIRED , but i'm like here typing this is capital letters ,

I MISS YOU ALEX . ( :

more than akira will ever miss you

wait i forgot to add that i love you more too

ok i better go away now akira is going to kill me ,

EVIL SNICKER - AKIRA .

GOODMORNING PEOPLE .

goodnight world ,

grace OUT .

ZOMG I AM SO FUCKING COOL !( :

yay !

bye

I swear grace is talking a lot of nonsense - AKIRA
Grace suck big time cause she reckons that she MISSES and LOVES alex more than i do.
Which is practically impossible cause i think only the roaches love her more than me,cause she's the only "COOL/LOVING" kid who saves them from my kicks! HAHA.
I miss you girl , i was damn irritated just now when i was waiting! a hungry boy is a impatient boy! And i only got to spend 1 hour or so with you.

You know i'll never get enough of seeing you, LOVE.

So,lets say the com decided to take a fucking break leaving me with only the scv to pass time.
So its back to soccer sleep soccer sleep soccer sleep!
I need a " how to get a life for idiots" book

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Studying had never been so great,
"Stop stoning,ston-man!" LOL,that seriously cracked me up!
Waited for 1 and a half hour before rich,wei jie and charmain came! Charmain lim! you're late!
Did mensuration,and watched her sleep! Waited for rich to come and they did their art.

I'm extra happy but yet i know i'm damn worried for you D
I know nothing i say is gonna cheer you up but please! think about what i said ok!
I enjoyed the bus rides and walking you home (:
LOVE

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I'm not afraid
Of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me
That I haven't already heard

I'm just trying to find
A decent melody
A song that I can sing
In my own company

I never thought you were a fool
But darling look at you
You gotta stand up straight
Carry your own weight
These tears are going nowhere baby

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And now you can't get out of it

Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

I will not forsake
The colors that you bring
The nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing

I am still enchanted
By the light you brought to me
I listen through your ears
Through your eyes I can see

And you are such a fool
To worry like you do
I know it's tough
And you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now
My, oh my

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

Oh love, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm 'til you discover how deep

I wasn't jumping, for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if our way should falter
Along the stony pass

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along this stony pass

It's just a moment
This time will pass

Maybe i should just take a long break, (:

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If anyone has a clue how i can make my brain go dead! please tell me asap! i need to stop myself from thinking too much.I only got like 18 hours of sleep in like 4 days! I wanna go into a deep deep sleep badly! preferably with someone i could cuddle with to sleep!
I miss that badly! and i miss celebrations all of a sudden,maybe its cause i havent had a great bday celebration in like 3 or 4 years!
And i'm down with fever,flu,sorethroat and a bad cough and excruciating headache.

Writers block,
If i could travel back in time and spend a day with someone who would that be.

I wanna spend time with my dear grandfather all over again! the times we spent together playing mahjong,cards having dinner.Talking about stupid stuff.Its hard to talk to him but i try my best cause i know he dont have many people to talk to and i know how that feels.I havent been close to him,not as close as i was with my grandma.But i still miss him dearly! If i had a chance,i'll spend everyday i have with him by his side when he was in the hospital,instead of spending time towning and stuff.
Mummy:Come and visit your grandpa,He asked for you.
Me:Not today mummy,i'm lazy.

Two days later,I woke up to the crying of my mum,it wasnt very loud but i somehow woke up,just like that.What happened mummy,"Your grandpa pass away already ok"
I feel fucking guilty! i didnt expect him to come so soon! he didnt ask for anyone that day,except me.And the time i visited him in hospital,he said i looked like a girl with my pretty long hair! I wanted to cry badly but i couldnt.The tears just wouldnt come out of my eyes.
I really didnt wish the next time i'll see him was him lying in the coffin,
I'm sorry grandpa,i really am! and i miss you so badly.

So i'm gonna know if i'm going off to somewhere else tomorrow!  Lets hope i'll not have to leave,
Oh and,i wanna get a tattoo "Friends and family"written across my chest!


Family lasts forever

F is for Familiar...
there is no place like home.
A is for always welcome,
no matter how far you roam.
M is for memories,
more cherished each passing day.
I is for inspiration
given along the way.
L is for Love you feel
each time you get together.
Y is for the years to come,
for family lasts forever.